mm..today there was a combined cell group at my house and it was reallie great! =) presence of God came so strongly and yup, reallie was touched by the presence of God~! =) when sis Catherine prayed for me..the words she spoke reallie went deep into my heart~..i knew then that it was reallie God who was speaking through her too~..=) well..God said that i needed to depend on Him with all i am~...and not to rely on my own strength anymore..and yup, it reallie struck me so much cause i realised that even though everyday i yearn for His presence..even though i do luv God so much..sometimes i'll rather take things into my own hands..and i just didn't have enough faith to trust in God and let go~..well...now i know i can let go cause Jesus said in Isa 41:10, that "Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victorious right hand"..yup~ =) so i'll trust in Him with all i have now too! =) hee..=) well..today my cell leader talked to us bout something~...and suddenly i feel so bad! =( i'm part of the cell group yet i didn't know what has been going on even though it has happened for a few weeks now~...suddenly yaa..i just feel that i haven't reallie been there for my fellow brothers and sisters in cG too and yaAa..no more! =P i'm gonna start being more concerned and ya..help me to be more sensitive to my friends' feelings too Lord!! *siGh*~ I've gotta start thinking more bout others too~...kind of feel that there's so so so much more to change in me..that i'm far from the person God wants me to be~..so..Lord, help me to be stronger and depend on u so much more to be who u want me to be...~..thank u JeSus~ ... yup..kind of late now~ =P goIn to sleep~...take care and God bless~