Mm...recently, i've been thinking lots bout having a break through in praising and worshiping God~~! =P yup..cause i'm playing guitar for cell group and stuff then i just felt that i wanna carry the presence of God through my instrument just like the musicians in church! =P yup..reallie thank God that he's given me the gift of music..its the most wonderful gift i could ever have! =) i remember those daes when i first started learning piano when i was 5..=P haha..=P how much i luved hearing those tunes coming out of the giant piano! =P (well..it looked like a giant to me then..) hAha..=P and when i first touched the electone..i was reallie thrilled to hear notes coming out! =P it just felt reallie natural to me..yup..music was something i fell in luv with at first sound..=P woops..=P hahAa..=P but ya! =) i just enjoyed playing music lots..=P still remember that time would seem to fly past so quickly whenever i was practicing~ eHh..maybe except for exams..=P but yaAa, it's something that just felt so great to me..=P hehe..=P and..mm..when i was sec 2..something happened that reallie changed my life totally! =) yup..it was then that i reallie started being serious for God too~...yup~ and i still remember a time when i asked God for His direction in my life and somehow i was reminded bout this gift, this gift of music! =) yup...suddenly it just dawned on me that i could serve God with music and i was reallie happy! =) haha..how cool could that be~! =) doing something u luv while serving God at the same time too! =) hAHa..yups..i then picked up guitar and stuff and started playing for the cell group~...but then once i started..it dawned on me that it wasn't just bout playing music~..its bout carrying the annointing and the presence of God toox~..and Pastor Kong really demonstrated that when he played in front of the whole church during service! =) the chords...the strumming..it was so simple but the presence..wow..it was more than simple! =) it just came so thickly once he started..and yaa! =) i realised by than it wasn't just bout skill..it was the annointing that reallie counted as a musician for God! =P yup...it reallie opened my mind lots....=) and yaa..now i just long to spend more time in God's presence..during my own personal time with Him, i'll just take my guitar and strum and worship..and even while praying i'll just play something~..=) and time seems to pass so quickly! =) i used to have problems praying for half an hour...hahaa..what more an hour..but now..wow...2 hrs can just fly by so quickly~ =) Now i know this is where i'll feel most at home serving God..in music! =) yup..and i know the more i play in His presence, the more God'll flow through me through music! =) Help me never to leave yr presence Lord...=) hehe..=) yup..okies tat's bout it..take care loTs and nites!! =)