time flies...it reallie does! =P my friend once said time dosn't fly anymore..=P it teleports..=P whAhaha..=P so true! =P its like...wow..just one turn of an eye its like another yr's almost over..=P and the big A's are approaching once again~~..=P oh man..=P *sTresS*~! =P but yaAa..looking back on last yr..i guess i was silly and stupid!! =P i threw away my A's just because i let relationships distract me~..=P looking back..it wasn't worth it..it reallie wasn't~! not only did i succeed in screwing up a beautiful friendship i had with someone, i threw away one good yr in JC too~..sometimes i feel how much of an idiot i aM! =( yAa..but thank God for His strength and His grace too~..i guess without Jesus, i wouldn't know what to do during that period of time~ yup..thank U Lord!! =) ..and to that special someone, thankq for still being such a wonderful friend..=) i'm reallie glad that we're still friends and yup..i'm reallie happie i knew someone like u~ =) mm..but yaAa..guess this yr has been pretty great for me~..=) i've become more mature as a person and yup, i'm not gonna let relationships distract me again! = i wanna do well for my A's this time round and go to smu!! =) tat's reallie a dream that i wish would come true and i'm gonna work real haRd! =) so yup..Jesus..thank u for being there through all the ups and downs..Lord..i dun wanna screw up again this time~..take over Jesus..help me to concentrate and to do well..yup..thAnk u Jesus~ =) i'm reallie glad cause this yr, when i've studied...everything seems so much clearer than last yr! =) and yup..i know that God's there too cause everytime i've asked for wisdom and understanding to solve questions, somehow, everything'll seem to come together toO~! =) so yup...i'm gonna trust in God for this exam too..cause i know that i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! =) yups! =) hee..okie..gonna study now..take care lots and God blEss!