well...my grandfather just passed away on thursday morning~ =( iTs like the news came so sudden! we weren't expecting it at all and suddenly he just went away.....and i didn't even get to see him for one last time too~....*hAix*~..well..today's the final service dae before his body'll be sent for cremation tomorrow~..and somehow..i was just reminded of the daes when he used to be more able and healthy too...how he would come over to my house to cook for me, fix our lights and just baby sit me while my mother was at work~...somehow..somehow i just seemed to forget everything as i grew up....when i went to secondary school, i started to be much more independant and somehow, i just wasn't so close to my ah gong anymore~....and he contracted dementia too which somehow made us grow even further apart as sometimes he just seemed to forget who we were....but yaAa...tonight all those memories just came flooding back as the funeral service went on and yaaa...i feel kind of sad i didn't take the opportunity to be closer to him once again~..=( but reallie thank God...he's saved and i'm sure he's up there with ah ma happily in God's presence~ and when he passed away, it was reallie peaceful as he left in his sleep and somehow, 2 daes earlier, just like my ah ma, he kind of felt he'll be called back to be with the Lord soon toox~...and i'm sure he's having a reallie good time now too in heaven~! =) yup....one thing i know i'll do is to meet up with ah gong and ah ma when my time comes too up there in heaven and spent all those lost time i never spent with them down here on earth too!..yup...well..kind of late..going to studie more physics now...take care lots and God bless~!

Ah gong...i know this's not a permanant goodbye..we shall meet up there in heaven k~? have fun up there in heaven! =)