woohOo...3 cgs this week! =P yEah! =P hAhaha..=P okOk..=P i'm going alittle crazie..=P mm..actuallie ya, i'm attending 3 cgs this week cause the other 2 cgs are short of guitarists so yup, going down to help them play..=P hee..=P but yaa...feel kind of tired physically too~~ =( but spirituallie, i noe God's strengthening me on the inside so ya! =) i dun mind going down to play..=) heex..=P well....anyway, after yesterdae's cg, think what sis ruxin said's so true~....its not reallie bout skill but more of the annointing~~i guess looking back..these past few weeks my spiritual life has just dipped so much~..just becoz i was like distracted by some other things and yaa, i didn't put God first anymore..and my qT..the quality of it sucked...seriously...sometimes i just wondered if i was just having a sing along session during my own personal time with God toO~ =( no presence, no annointing....super dry! but the experience over the last 2 cgs kind of woke me up k~ =P yaa....i think the whole atmosphere in the cg was okie..but think everybodie couldn't reallie enter freely into the presence of God too and i guess its partly my fault~ =( but ya! no more k~~...thank God yesterdae during my quiet time i poured my heart out to Him and yup, i finally felt God's presence again! =) praise God!! yup...and yup, i've made a decision to put Jesus first again...yup...like what e bible says tat we should put e kingdom of God first and all things shall be added unto us...so yep...Jesus, be e Lord of my life once again!! =) well..going to play for another cg later....it has to be better this time round...it must! i trust in U Lord..take over~~ =) okie....gotta go..take care and God bless!