there's parade tomorrow!! =P oh man..=P i hate parades..=P just stand there and listen to ppl speak~ =P *bleAh*~ ..=P hAHaha..=P but oh well, anyway, ya..think reallie thank God! =) my quiet time's getting better now and yup, guess reallie starting to spend more quality time with God too~ =) hee...thanks for everything Lord~~! =) but yaa..guess this past week i know i've been doing some stuff reallie wrong and i've gotta change too~! somehow, i just feel that i've been neglecting the ppl that're close to me just because she's around....and yaa, i mean she means so much to me but i just forget that the rest are ppl who means lots to me too~! =( yaa..give me e strength to be a much better person too Lord~~..sometimes, i just feel so lost in what to do...and i'm so afraid that i'll hurt her and stuff with the actions and decisions i make too..and yaa, i reallie dunno what to do sometimes..but Lord, give me the wisdom to make the right choices Lord..not my way, but yrs!! i dun wish to worrie so much anymore...love's supposed to be a happie thing rite..? but y isit that i'm feeling so stressed up over it..?~ oh man...God, i leave this into yr hands too~...take over Lord~..yup..oh well...ya, its late! gotta go rest now..take care everyone and God bless too..