hmm..guess what a journey its been this past few weeks~...i dunno, somehow i feel that i've been taken on an emotional roller coaster ride and yaa...i'm still riding on that roller coaster~..hAix~..somehow i just feel that i can be so much better as a person to the friends around me and yup...to her too~....i've gotta learn how to trust...i've gotta learn how to be more humble....and i've gotta learn how to love too~....there's so much to do and sometimes i just feel quite tired too.....i wish..i reallie wish life does have time outs...breaks that i can just run to and hide from everything..from all my worries~....but ya...there isn't...haix~....but though i know i can't hide from my troubles, there's someone i know who's my refuge and strength and He gives me the grace to fight a new battle everyday too~..and that's u Jesus~...yup..and no matter how difficult it is, i know i must be stronger! Lord...help me to live for the ppl around me...take over Lord~....just lift everything into yr hands too~...amEn! =) yaAa...gotta go now..take care peeps..God bless!