its been a week since i last updated!...woah..time really flies faster and faster these daes..dunno y..=P hAHahx..but yaa..=) guess everything's been so much better eversince God came and touched us so mightily last week! =) for the past few weeks and months..i really felt so down and discouraged and there was simply no joy flowing out of my life...think my good bro joel summed it all up for me...my countanance dropped like crazie..and ya! i agree too! i was going to church and camp with such a sad face...my eyes didn't have any life...i couldn't lauff and ya..somehow all the joy in my heart just kind of disappeared too~...=( but all that's changed..!! =) thank God!! =) eversince God touched us all in church in a special way, oh man...i just feel His life coming back into my heart again..and when i lauff..i feel that heey, i'm finally lauffing because i'm reallie so happy and yaa..not just that because its the time to lauff..=P whAhaha..=P but..yaa~ i guess i'm so glad that matter that's been bugging me for so long..., God has reallie given me the strength and grace to overcome it and be strong too! =) thank u Jesus!! =) ya...i still do like her..and yes, she reallie still so beautiful in my eyes too..but between her and God, i'll choose God~~...=) yuPp..at first i just felt so pressured and forced to make this decision..but one day i just sat down and thought bout it....whether i reallie wanted to go down this path cause God gave me this choIce....He wasn't forcing me toox~~...and yaa..i realised that heey..being near to God..just being so close to His presence means more to me than anything else in the world! ..and ya, it just felt so much easier to let go after that too...so thank God~~ =) yuPp...i just pray that she'll find someone so much better than me and someone who can reallie bring her so much joy too~...yup..well that's bout it for now..take care everybody! God blesS! =)