iTs official~~...the A level results'll be out on fri~....hee...oh mAn..i reallie dunno what to think and what to feel...hAHaha...its like..i trust in God..i reallie do but at the same time i do feel alittle nervous too~....i reallie do wanna do well this time..yes! for the glory of God too~....well..just awhile ago i was looking back at my previous posts toox...and yaa..those that i posted during the times when i was studying for my A's toox...and somehow, it just reminded me how Jesus has been there all this while and yaa! He was reallie so good last yr and i know He still is~! =) hee..so yup..no matter what the results will be..i'll praise U Lord..thanks for always being such a great friend and for being so faithful to me through my darkest times too! =) yuP..everything's in His hands alreadie so yup..i'm just gonna trust in Him toox..no more worries! no! yEp~..=P well...guess this few weeks has been reallie draining too...i dunno y but i still think so much bout it...i know i should let go..but some part of me still wants to hold on and that's bad...hAix..and in camp..ppl're asking me y i still look so sad and yaa...i reallie dun wanna look that way! i wanna be happy~~...i wanna be who i am and yaa..just enjoy the company of everybodie around me too~...but it seems so hard sometimes....but i know this's not just me..its sAtan trying to bring me down too and nO! i'll never fall! i won't ever let go of my calling too~....well...on my way home just now...i was kind of praying silently toox...in the past..whenever i had my troubles and worries, i just lifted it all up to JEsus and yup...suddenly everything seemed to be okie too~ =) and guess as i was asking God y all this was happening juz now.., He kind of reminded me of those times when i just lifted up all my problems to Him too and just yaa...not worrying bout it anymore too~..=) and yaa..the moment i told Jesus to take over...thank God.=) His peace finally came into my heart too....i know i can smile again through all my circumstances..i know i can be happy too cause the Joy of the Lord is my streNgth!! =) yeP! =) thanks for everything Lord..=) well....i know now's the time i've got to trust in Him more then ever too...for my A's and for all that's happening in my life now...and i will..Jesus...i'll trust in u Lord..take over..! =) okie..gotta go now..God bleSs..take care everyone and do pray for me too~! =) hee..thanks lotS!! =)