I want to know the one
who holds my hand in this race that i run
my helper and friend
Holy Spirit I love u till the end

I want more of u of Lord
more of u in my life Holy Spirit
living waters flowing from within
as i yield myself to u
living my life like never before

more of u Holy Spirit
more of u Holy Spirit
more of u Holy Spirit
more of u.....


aRrg..these few weeks has been pretty tiring~ =( i dunno...i guess to serve God we reallie have to pay a price..sometimes i do feel so drained out..doing so manie things at once..oh man~....i just feel so tired and weak and so blur sometimes too! its like...serving in cg ministry's not an easie thing...reallie...we've gotta be so responsible for the ppl placed under our care and yaa....it does get so tiring sometimes too~~..take over Lord..help me to love more and enlarge my capacity too!! haix..i do have my own issues to fight and settle too...please give me the strength Lord..i need to carry on..i know i can't fail this time..i musn't..!! haix..now seeing her..i dunno...it just breaks my heart too~! =( sometimes i see her standing alone..she looks so sad too now...whatever she's going thru..Lord take over! u are our sheperd and our strength Lord..and u said in yr word u'll never ever leave us or forsake us...so don't forsake her Lord..give her the strength to carry on Father!! haix..i wanna go talk to her sometimes..but i have to stop myself..i wanna do so many things for her..but i have to limit myself...and that sucks!!! haix...sometimes i reallie do wonder y it has to be this way too...but Lord..help me to reallie focus on the finish line too...help me to run my race Father...i still remembered i once said that between her and u..i'll choose u Lord...and i still do...but i reallie do wanna show her that i still care.....even as a friend Lord!...give me the wisdom and courage to do the right thing Father..help me...without u i'm nothing...i need u more everydae Jesus! thank u Lord.....i reallie hope things'll be much better for her..k..think that's all for now..take care lots..God bless peeps~..