woah..just finished harry potter and the order of the phoenix! i think it was a reallie great feat coz i managed to do it within like 1 and a quater day! =) hAa! okieokie..boastful me..=P hee..but yaa..i dunno, the book's so intresting too! it kinda draws u into the storie and never lets u go too~..heex..=P but well...i dunno..looking back, this harry potter...he's so different from the harry potter from the very first book~ =P i still remember the first potter movie, when he was juz a 11 yrs old boy..oh man..how self sacrificial and lovely was he too! yep..any danger that his friends fell into he would be the first to bring them out of it toox..=P but i dunno..the harry potter now's so dark and sinister..not in a bad way but he's just so full of hate and anger too!..and yaa..its all because of self pity...and i guess it can be a lesson to all of us toox! sometimes...looking back at my posts..=P haha...i find i do indulge in self pity myself too! =P yaa...exams, work...esp things between me and her...i dwell on it so much and i always think oh how poor thing i am...i'm sufferering soOOo much..=P oh my gosh...it sounds so yucks but yaa, i find that sometimes i do all these things too! but all it does is draw us deeper into ourselves...makes everything seem to be all about us and it makes us so selfish too! *bLeah*~...yaa..i guess we should always just guard ourselves against it and yup..just look forward too! what's done is done and we shouldn't dwell on it anymore...yep..well..intresting huh~? reading harry potter can teach us all these stuff..=P hAha..but most importantly Lord..u're the strength of my life Jesus! help me to always look forward at u Lord...not to the left and to the right too..and definately not at myself too! thank u Jesus...=) k..that's all for now..hee..God bless and take care!