Create in me, a new heart
one that follows u
place in me, a deep desire
to know u as i'm known
set my feet, in yr ways
to live worthy of your call
draw me near to u Lord
every single day

I just want to be, more like u
walk with u beside me
Lord, won't u be my guide
place yr heart inside my soul
a heart that's ever true, one that's after u

hmm...i think i've writen this song down in my blog before! haha..but yaa..i dunno..it just means so much to me too..yup..i think its a real meaningful song! =) esp the part where it says.."i juz wanna be more like u, walk with u beside me....a heart that's ever true, one that's after u..." yep...its just what my heart reallie cries out to Jesus everyday toO!..i know i'm not perfect...i have so many many flaws...but..reallie..all i wanna be is to walk beside Jesus everyday of my life...and through the ups and downs, God's always there! so i won't ever give up..i won't ever stop running my race! thank u Lord..=)

well...i guess i've been pondering alot bout things for the past few daes...i dunno..my heart..yes, i do long for love..not just one between God and me..but yaaa..i wanna love and be loved too! and sometimes..i do think back bout the past...i reallie miss those times where i could just let my heart out to her and yaa..just share with her everything that i feel inside my heart...but now i can't...haix...cause if i do..i know i will stop running this race.....cause i'm not strong enough! =( how i wish...that i can just forget the past sometimes...start afresh..be just normal friends again..things were reallie great then! but now....everything's just so funny...i have to avoid her sometimes too and i dunno...i just hate doing that too! haix...i dunno..i asked God too..why things have to be this way...and i just felt the Holy Spirit saying that yes.., things have to be this way until i can learn how to put my heart in God..to place Him first above all things..even above relationships and stuff too! and ya..i guess that's so true...when i fell in love with her..all i ever thought of was her..day and night...God had no more place in my heart too..and i guess my spiritual life just went downhill big time...ya~ =( i don't wish for that to happen again too..cause above all, Jesus's the Lord of my life..and ya..i know there's so much more in me to improve too~..so take over Lord..help me to put u first always! i'll run my race no matter what cause Lord..u're the one who means the most to me...so yaa..not my will but yrs too Lord!! ya..its not easie..reallie..but Jesus is my strength~! so i'll keep on trusting in Him too...take over Lord..=) k..that's all for now..take care peeps..God bless!