woah..this past week has been awesome! =) pastor phil rocks! =) yeah! =) but most importantly, the presence of God came so strongly for every service i went to and yaa..reallie..its like its so powerful! =) and yaa..God's word came like bread of life into my soul once again and i do feel so much more refreshed after this past 1 week! =) hahaa..yup...i guess..for the past 2 weeks..i felt so tired..so exhausted..and i kept complaining to myself..everything i had to suffer..all i had to sacrifice..and i started to look at the past too~! =P but today we learnt that heey, God wants soldiers with Him, ppl who're willing to FIGHT! =) and also yaa..guess God reallie opened up my mind once again and reminded me of the tools that i can use to defeat satan too! =) the sword of the spirit and songs of praise and worship~! =) and yeah! its so true! the moment i started confessing out aloud...suddenly everything felt so much better..and i realised that's what i've been missing for so long!..i've always tried to fight and resist by my own strength..sometimes it works..sometimes it dosn't..but one thing i know is that it always left me super exhausted...there were times when i thought heey..what's the whole point of being a christian..what's the whole point of trying to be someone better..? y can't i just be who i am..y can't i just be selfish and just ya, live life for myself too~? but thank God for His strength...and ya..i started to remember that heey..its because God first loved us and ya, that's y we have no excuse not to love e ppl around us too! and whatever i'm doing..i know i'm doing it because i do love God..and the ppl around me do matter to me too! And i know, with the spiritual weapons of warfare, i know i will overcome everything that satan wants to throw at me too! so thank u Lord for everything~! =) for lifting me up when i was so down..for giving me the strength to live again~ =) hAllelujah! =) yup..k think that's all for now..take care peeps..God blEss!! =)