hmm..its been pretty long since i updated! =p AHaha...nothing to write u see...lazie toO~ =P whahaa ..=P hee..well yup, i guess..lots have happened since then! =) camp's so slack now! =P wahHAaa..not like the "4 job cards a day" lifestyle we had juz last month! =) yeaH! thank God! =) hee..i luv post LRI daes man! =) hehe..oh well..but yaa..i guess too much slacking's not good too! =P hee..must balance...~ =P heex..well..ya, i guess the pace during work's not as fast as before...gives us more time to enjoy doing our job..=P hahAHa..but one good thing's tat i managed to know my AVI team mate much better during this time too! =) hee...got more time to talk to him ba..hAhaha =P yupP..hmm..yaa..i guess something's happening in camp too! =) i feel doors are opening up..ppl're more receptive to Jesus too! =) yeah! =) musn't give up!! well..ya..within me, something's changing too ba...ever since pastor mike connel came, i've never been the same again! =) hee..thank God! =) i still remember his message on shame..yaa..it hit me right to the bone k~...cause i always had low self-esteem...i know ppl always go "huH~?" when i say tat..=P hahahaa..cause yaa..they think everything's going so well in my life and stuff..but..the truth is..ya~! i've always been fighting with myself~...everyday, every time i felt i wasn't good enough, always had to settle for mediocre standards...always feeling so nervous always~..=( but thank God! =) tat day when i was prayed for, i knew Jesus delivered me of all that pain~..all the hurts and shame..and i know now from the bottom of my heart that i'm good enough! =) cause i'm God's child and nothing..no nothing can take that away! =) so thank u Lord! =) yePp...but yaa..within me..there's so much more to change...i know i've gotta have a heart for the ppl...juz tat simple luv for others! =P there's one person that yaa..i know reallie inspires me and willie too! =) tat's shaojun..yaa....the pure love he has for others..woah..its something so admirable~ =) and that's what its all about...loving others..being there for others..that's what being a servant for God's all about! yup..there's so much i see lacking in myself when i see him too k~...gotta change so much! =P hee..=P ya..okie.. i think that's the update for the past few weeks of my life ba..=P haha..take care peeps! ..=) God blEss! =)