woAh...went back to sAjc today! =) hAhaha..actually i planned to pass something to my teacher..but i didn't know today was actuallie the open house! =P wahAHa..and yup, managed to act as a part time tour guide to some of my friends too~ =P heex..=P oh well..anyway, yA, its kinda funny....y did they hold the open house at the old campus~?? =P shouldn't it be at sAv~?? =P felt kinda weird introducing my friends to the basket ball court and cafe and everything else then saying..ohh, anyway next year sAjc won't be over here anymore..=P heex =P

Well..now, i guess..reflecting back..woah, how everyone's changed! =P i still remember those times in school...my group of close friends..all those wacky and funnie times that we all shared, all the lame jokes..just pure friendship and laughter and yaa..it was cool! ..but somehow...i dunno..things feel kinda different when we're together...=( its like..we all have gone seperate ways...and yaa..all our common topics are all gone~..everyone has different things to talk bout now and yup, its reallie great to have the diversity but...somehow...haix..i dunno y but things just seem so shallow! =( gosh~...and some misunderstanding within the group's kinda tearing us apart too~...what's happening~? haix..i know friends come and go....but somehow....i just wish so much tat we can all become close again too~~...that we can just go out and enjoy ourselves and juz be who we reallie are again too..just like those old times! Lord...juz lift everything into yr hands....take over faTher!

yaA...well..i guess..even for myself...i've changed too~...i know i have to be bolder, stronger..if i'm ever gonna do anything great for God too..i must change! no more being weak or shy or whatever...no..its time to rise up..to make a difference~ and somehow..i know perhaps..perhaps i'm not the same Eugene anymore ba...not the anything goes guy anymore....but while i'm changing....am i getting colder too~? haix...i never want the joy i have within me to fade..no! i dun ever wanna be a cold person too~...hElp me to carry yr love and joy everyday of my life father~..take over Lord!! yup..mm..well..i guess tat's bout it too..take care peeps..God blEss~~