i've just been sent crashing down to earth..=( haix...i dunno y things are going the way they are now too ba...in camp..i dunno y but how come i'm being criticised for every single thing i do~?! even when i'm helping out..ppl're just throwing things back in my face....=( y~??! somehow i just feel reallie discouraged...=( haix..and through the day..i was like thinking...God am i on the right track~? how come everything just seems to be falling apart right infront of me~?? =( but thank God..i know He still cares...cause..yaa..He has little reminders here and there to show us that He's still around too ba...just like today.....the STK guys who were down in camp working..suddenly one of them..just asked.."hey are u a christian?"...and ya! at the time my spirits was just lifted too ba...just a moment ago i was dragging my feet..i just tot that heey..my light's not shining anymore...yaa..but after he asked that question..i was so glad that Jesus can still be seen in me! yup..and suddenly i realised that heey..i was still walking in the right direction...and even more so! but in times like this...sAtan likes to come..disturb us..turn those ppl close to us against us and yaa..just wants to make us feel as if we're not walking right with God....but..ya! AwAy with u sAtan! i will not fall..no! let my will be stronger Lord..help me to smile through the thunderstorms of life too! but most importantly..help me to still love Lord....yaa..take over Jesus...k..tat's all bout it now...take care and God bless..