aRg! =P frustrating!..these past few daes...seems as if my problems keep on coming..haix..=P i dunno....but y..? how come i'm like getting more and more forgetful~? even those simple things like calling ppl...i'll forget...what's going on......haix...and sometimes..i feel as if i'm slipping back to the past....my compromising self...its like...i'm just reminded by this pharse.."a person without a future goes back to his past"....have i lost my vision for my future~? y am i slipping back to the past~?? but yaa..i know that in God, there's always a future and a hope..yup..cause God has thoughts towards us, thoughts of good and not of evil, and yup..to give us a future and a hope too~...i know..my faith, my trust in Jesus must be the key once again! My will needs to grow stronger..to fight back..to go back to the basics..yaa..i need to go back to the principles in life tat i've based my life on..ya! and most importantly too....to take that step of faith once again..to just do what God wants me to do..

Sometimes..ya..its reallie so simple...walking with God..the solutions are so easie...but y do i make it so complicated?~ Lord..help me to take things as they are Lord...take over in my life..help me to do things not for reconigtion Lord..but for u Lord..for yr glOry! ya...sometimes..it just feels so tiring to do so many things at one time..things somehow just seem to come one after another....and stupid satan! i know he's trying to stop me by turning those close to me against me too...haix...but i thank God too~..cause i know His presence refreshes me everytime i hit my lowest times..and everyday, i need His presence more in my life everyday too! Lord..no matter what..help me to fight on..to keep on working towards having yr character in my life too Lord..take over Jesus...yup..think that's bout it for now..take care peeps..God blEssx