Honestly, I've been thinking alot these few days, things have happened that made me feel so helpless for the first time in a long while...I just felt as if I made such a huge mistake that there was no turning back from this...

but I know that's not true, there's always a chance for a new beginning, there's always something to hold on to...and I know I can still rejoice, not in the circumstance, but I can rejoice that You're in control. Maybe it'll take sometime for things to be truly alright, but it will be eventually, I know =)