thoughts
Monday, May 04, 2009 @ 7:05 PM
man..its been pretty long since I just blogged down my thoughts..but there's so much to say..
I don't know, but the past few months have been exciting, stretching, tiring and full of moments of faith and doubts all rolled into one..honestly thank you Jesus for molding and shaping me through all these years, because I don't know if I could make it if all these things happened to me in the past..
the journey's been great...I'm moving on to something new, and I do love it...I love playing music, making melody, hanging out with the band peeps..even though the environment's so different from the zone leaders environment, but I love it...=) Gloria, Eigene, Jessel, Merv, Victor, Liang hong, and the list goes on and on and on...they're really amazing people..=) full of passion and heart for what they believe in =)
I guess its not easy, being in stage ministry and all..the temptation's great to want to "show the world" what we can do...to get lifted up in a moment of pride, but along the way, I've realised that if we want to go higher, we must be willing to dig deeper, to be humble...being called to serve in the main service's not just a promotion, but its a calling to go even lower, to be even more humble and willing to serve...
Maybe I'm still waiting for my chance, but I'll always be willing to serve anywhere, wherever, whenever..=)
To you, I don't know if I've disappointed you, but I'm so sorry...I treasure knowing you, ever since we were in sec 2, and I saw you holding that violin during hollywood days.. =) you brighten up my life when you're around...I hope we can get back that warm feeling of each other that we had in the past once again..=)