Peace and Joy
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 12:01 AM
haha, really sweet stuff.. =)
okay, anyway everything's been better, much better now. I haven't felt such peace and joy since I dunno when..but yup, thank you Partner. =)
Ever since SOT ended, its been one thing after the next. Responsibilities seemed to be piling up like never before and I guess I crumbled under the weight of it all. It's been such a humbling period...
Yet along the way, I've learnt to trust in Jesus more. When I had come to the end of myself, the only way I could go on was through faith, and God's always faithful, He always is. =) God just reminded me of a verse in the bible:
5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. 6But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind.7 For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; 8 he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.
James 1: 5-8
I guess I was double minded (or maybe triple and quadruple minded =P) all this time, and the key to being single minded was to focus on one responsibility at a time. Maybe things aren't perfect yet, but at least now I know I'm on the right track. =)
I wish I'll continue to grow...and I know I'm not alone, because Your love for me's this much. =)
Its awesome to see you smiling again. =)