Its a big picture today!! :) but I guess it illustrates the cry of my heart..

Abba I surrender who I am to You. I won't just give who I am to You.. I'll surrender it to You. :)

Just today, I was looking through my other blog.. (yes I do have another blog!) Its a super important blog to me.. somewhat like a personal online diary, and its filled with values and lessons I've learnt in life since like ages ago.

I just came across a thought I wrote down.. something that Pastor Kong said before, that "Satan cannot touch whatever that's been surrendered to God." And it just hit me.. maybe that's the answer I've been looking for all these while.

Ever since I came back from my holiday to HK, I've never really felt the motivation to get started again.. I guess after a trip of pampering and enjoying myself overseas, coming back to reality in Singapore really hit me hard.. and to make it worse, all these while, I tried to run on my own strength, to get going once again based on my own abilities..

I guess I forgot about surrendering to Christ once again. I guess I thought giving my life to Him and surrendering it to Him's the same thing.

I'm glad that I was reminded about this once again.. I'll surrender to You once again Abba, not my strength, but Yours in me. :)