After everything I've been through.. it all comes down to this..

Will I fall flat on my face again..? I'm so scared.. the last experience was terrible.. I never want to go through that experience again. :(

But yet.. after being through the whole process, after managing to find my feet again, I hope that this time I'm stronger. Who knows what the outcome will be..? its not in my hands.. but regardless of the outcome, I hope I can come out of it better than the last time.

God I trust in You. I know I have to.