it hurts so much.. when you've hurt a loved one.. and sometimes i just wish i could turn back the clock.. :( previously, it was always easy to encourage, to find a solution and help.. but how can i encourage this time when I'm the one who made the mistake in the first place..? :( 

there's always a new beginning.. a new hope.. its all that I can hold on to.. :( please help me Abba..