there're times i've asked myself.. is my time over..? :'(

This gift that God's given to me, I don't wish to waste it.. :( and somehow it feels like there's so much more I can do with it too..

I really dream of taking it out of the church, to be a blessing to the world with it.. but where should I even start..? Am i even good enough to do it..?

so many questions, so many unknowns.. God I just hope u'll show me a way.. its the desire of my heart to know.. :(

praying, trusting.